Green Tea & Cream & Red Bean Cake 

Homemade brownies & Cookies


Let's eat!





wow! What an eco friendly idea ^^

My photo diary for the first week of April. It is Sakura season in Japan. Cherry blossoms are full bloom and I am loving it as the weather gets warmer and warmer.  It is slowly getting busier and busier these days.  My friends has come back from their vacation and people has come to visit me. I still wondering the street for pictures of flowers that bloom randomly through the cracks. 










Bits and pieces of my March life. March is really a vacation for me. I did a lot of relaxing. I made, tried, visited new and old foods for me. It was really a great adventure. I really wish my hand held camera was still working. The battery had died on me. I really to get it replace.  Yes, I am going to make an effort to take more pictures.  Well, wish me luck.





The purpose of this project is, one: I hate not remembering things that I've done in the past.There's all these things that I've done with my life that I have no recollection of unless someone brings it up, and sometimes I think, "Oh yeah, that's something that I did.- Cesar Kuriyama


This is a video that I saw before going to bed last night, this video really inspired me to do something to remember everyday. The part that I love most of this talk was when he talks about the day that he forgets to film which cause him to never forget again. I wondered how many times I thought about something similar that I would never forget to something again or I would do it for sure and ending up forgetting or not doing. His convection and realization of how important recording that one second each day had become.  Looking for that one second worth recording everyday, even if it is horrible,wonderful moment to make sure we appreciate life more 1 second at a time.  I currently thinking of doing a similar project.  Maybe through photos or music. 1 minutes of your favourite songs for every month of the year and it will be a great playlist at the end. Even, I got an idea of filming my mom for 1 second everyday. It would a great thing to watch because my mom is so funny. I don't have any pets, but 1 second of your pet everyday would be so cute as well. I think there are so many variations and possibilities which makes me so excited and hopeful for this project.



Scars / To the new Boyfriend
by Rudy Francisco

I found this poem by accident while on going to YouTube and from the moment I heard, I fell in love with this. This poem portrays both romanticism and pain after the loss of love.   A poem ( actually two poems) which is both emotionally and beautiful to the very core. Although, looking at the poem carefully, it takes about the loss of love and letting go of the love. Francisco doesn't not speak his art but, he gives life to his words and the way he speaks this poem truly shows the underline emotion that he felt  during the break up and finally the acceptance of his love has found someone new. His acceptance of the past and letting go of his love is my favorite part during the poem. 


For reference, I have  included both the lyrics and you tube video below.  


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Plagued by bows of insecurity. Like rat scrambling for food, among cleaned out trash cans. Find any and all evil to feed on, feeding it self, blacken hope and fear. I'm simply too insecure. I just want to return everything the way it was. Maybe, it is only when I start to love myself that i can escape this never ending of doubt of myself. I should stop and stare into broken glass and  smash the pieces which i find hard to look at. Pieces by pieces, like scattered glitter breaking in grains of sand. One day, it will feel nice against the hand.


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one day

I'm  gonna step out  an expensive car, wearing a fashionable, floor length   flower print dress. My face is covered by prada sun glass  My makeup is flawless, and my hair is up in a bun. My shoulder length, kate spade bag hanging off my shoulder. The driver will come out the other side. He will be a handsome, successful, fit man who will grab my hand and say something to make me laugh. I will turn my head back and look at the guys who stop to admire  me and the girls who wishes they could be me.

everything they thought i couldn't be.  i will be. the moment the people decide to push me down the stairs. I will start climbing again.



My friend found this poem and showed it to me. I fell in love with it.


If You Forget Me


I want you to know
one thing. 

You know how this is: 
if I look 
at the crystal moon, at the red branch 
of the slow autumn at my window, 
if I touch 
near the fire 
the impalpable ash 
or the wrinkled body of the log, 
everything carries me to you, 
as if everything that exists, 
aromas, light, metals, 
were little boats 
that sail 
toward those isles of yours that wait for me. 

Well, now, 
if little by little you stop loving me 
I shall stop loving you little by little. 

If suddenly 
you forget me 
do not look for me, 
for I shall already have forgotten you. 

If you think it long and mad, 
the wind of banners 
that passes through my life, 
and you decide 
to leave me at the shore 
of the heart where I have roots, 
remember 
that on that day, 
at that hour, 
I shall lift my arms 
and my roots will set off 
to seek another land. 

But 
if each day, 
each hour, 
you feel that you are destined for me 
with implacable sweetness, 
if each day a flower 
climbs up to your lips to seek me, 
ah my love, ah my own, 
in me all that fire is repeated, 
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, 
my love feeds on your love, beloved, 
and as long as you live it will be in your arms 
without leaving mine. 


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Vacation in Vancouver 2012 ♡



 My mind has been preoccupied with useless things.
Now, I am back with things to think about and life to share.
I am back at home at the moment. I love being back in Vancouver. It is so nice here, I drink alot of milk and coffee and it reminds me alot of my childhood, the good and the bad. It is sad that I have jetleg. My mind is constantly battling these sleepless nights.
Since sleep escapes me, I will post some pictures of my vacation.



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